Of Mice and Men †5 Diary Entries Essay

We travelled from so-and-so today. God anathemize bus driver dropped us finish off least 10 miles from the ranch and t grey-headed me it was just down the road. God if I see that damn driver Id break his neck.Me and Lennie rig a nice butt to sleep for the night. If Lennie hadnt been so God damn monstrous wed still be up in Weed rollin in the cash but Lennie had to do somethin wrong didnt he, dumb dick, jst interchangeable he always does. Every thing was goin O.K in Weed and Ill be damned if we can find a transgress place than that to work at. I sure hope Lennie dont go grabbin no other girls just to feel a damn dress.Ill never be able to fix up a stake if that dumb bastard stays dumb forever. I love Lennie but its hard movin from ranch to ranch with him there all the time. Ive told him if he gets in any(prenominal) more trouble to make out back to this very spot in the brush.Lennie sure is stupid, earlier he was carrying a dead mouse just to ducky it. I dont know what im gonna do with him every time he gets upset I encounter to enjoin him that dumb story approximately the house where we will have rabbits and an alfalfa patch and he can pet the stupid rabbits. Who knows maybe one day that dream might come true but I don see that day coming soon.Diary Entry 2Me and Lennie met a few people today. There was this old guy called candy and hes got a stinkin old dog. Hes quit a nice fella though he told me close Curley and his wife. I met Curley just a bit after that convisation with Candy, he came in asking for his wife. He had a go at Lennie for no god damn reason at all. Candy reckons its just coz Lennies bigger than him. Curlys one of those small guys who hates big guys, but he better not pick on Lennie coz Lennie may be dumb but hell hes strong as a bull front I was angry with Lennie coz he spoke infront of the head when i told him not to.I had to tell the boss a few lies because he realised that Lennie was dumb and the boss wanted to know if I w as hangin round with him to take his pay check off him at the end of the month.I told him that me and Lennie were cousins so tha is why we hung round together, good subscriber line that own(prenominal)t true coz if I was any relation to Lennie id kill myself.I met a real nice guy today called slim. He introduced me to everyone workin at the ranch and he judgement it was good to see two guys like me and Lennie hangin round together coz he said that you dont often see two guys hanginround together.Although Im gettin on O.K at the ranch with all the other guys and stuff, I cant help thinkin intimately the chance of Lennie and Curley gettin into a agitate coz Curley was real esteem to Lennie earlier. If Curley tries to start a fight with Lennie then Lennie gonna have to smash him back. I know that Lennie would never mean to cause any trouble but if Curley starts im gonna let Lennie fight back coz guys like Curley need to be taught a lesson. I aint sittin back and watching Curley be at up Lennie coz that aint correctly.Curleys wife worries me aswell coz Lennie really likes her and he could get into real trouble if he does somethin like in Weed. Candy told me that she always eyein all the guys up. The thing that really gets to me is that Curleys wife might give Lennie the eye and he might do somethin stupid, I just hope he doesnt.Diary Entry 3.Today Candy was listenin in on me and Lennie havin a chat, normally I dont like people listenin in on me but Candy had somethin interesting to say. He wanted to join the little dream me and Lennie ave got of gettin our own little place and land and a few crops an animals. Hes got $350 to help buy the land. Since he aint no harm and hes probabally gonna die soon we refractory to let him come.The dream that was just a dream is now comin to reality just coz that old man Candy. Im gonna get hold of those old people an tell em im gonna buy the house, at the end of the month we will have $450 and then Id keep workin on the ran ch to pay off the rest.One day soon we might just be able to do it. We couldd get the little place of our own with a few demesne of land and crops to grow, and rabbits coz Lennies always on about how he will tend the rabbits. Of course most guys dont believe us bout the dream coz i bet they had dreams just like us and watched em fall apart loads of times.This whole idea of our own land has made Candy have a bit of hope, poor bastard, Carlson shot his dog last night to put it out of misery, I mean it was old, smelly & decrepid it was for the best. Slim offered him one of his new-fashioned pups, Slim also gave a pup to Lennie which was really nice of him. Lennies more or less dumb and he loves petting things I hope he jus dont do nothin stupid like on our last job and blow the chances of the house.Diary Entery 4.I new somethin bout that Curley couldnt help but pick a fight with Lennie. Lennie hadnt done nothin wrong either, he was standin there smilin, thinkin bout our dream an Cur ley came in the bunk house in a mood an seen Lennie laughin and he socked him right in the chops and hittin and hittin him, Lennie was jus standin there takin it. So I told Lennie to fight back so Lennie grabbed hold of Curleys fist and started crushin it like a tin can, Curley was floppin like a fish, Lennie must of broke every bone in his damn hand.Thanks to Slim we shouldnt get canned coz he made it pretty clear to Curley that if he told anyone how this happened he would say how easily Lennie crushed his hand. Curley agreed not to tell anyone, so hopefully all that is all settled. I thought that would of ended our chance of the dream.Diary Entry 5.I was right in what i did wasnt I? If they caught Lennie they would strap him up in a batting cage in one of those nut houses. It was the right thing to do If Curley had caught him he would of tortured him and made him die a slow death. Atleast when i shot him he was happy and peaceful thinkin about the dream and not scared. Now Lennie s gone im gonna be just like any other ranch worker, lonely and without a loving friend, its gonna take me a while to come to terms with what ive done, killed my only and best friend.Me and Candy aint gonna carry on with the dream, theres jus no blockage Lennie was the life and soul of the dream now hes gone so has the dream. No doubt Candy will be upset and unworthy but there aint nothin I can do about that.Slim and Carlson took me for a drink and told me that it wasnt my fault and that I had to do it, I guess theyre right after all it was me or Curley and I aint lettin Curley touch Lennie. I probably gonna move on to a different ranch and carry on workin somewhere else alone.